Currently, I’m wandering around in my head for a sense of salvation. I’ve felt much the same as of late. Maybe it’s the northern winter and lack of sunlight? I’ve been single so long I’ve forgotten what the companionship of others is really like. Granted I have my dogs and my freedoms to do whatever I want and whenever I feel like it. Although I feel like I’m missing out on a sense of community and fellowship. Living in a small mostly conservative community and not being a partier, I’m finding difficulties in meeting others of similar like mindedness. Let alone a hopeful life partner.
We are the limiters of our own natures. We are bound only by what we allow to stand before us, wether physical emotional or spiritual. I have a strong earth science based background with a deep fascination of ancient civilizations and lately I felt so many contradictions in my core beliefs. I also have a strong faith with the creator and I’m finding that this belief in balance at times is like an equal internal wrestling match with no apparent winner. Trying to find a balance between the two can be a huge challenge for me. Is science proof of God or God a proof for science? Are we the seeded offspring of a forgotten alien race fed by the lies of countless conquering nations ill begotten leaders looking only for their seat of temporary mortal power on the timelines of history? Are forbidden secrets slowly being discovered by the rare few
Daring enough to dig deeper into a varying possible not so pleasant future? I want to believe some of what I’m seeing is true. Many theories have come to light as of late which explain many great mysteries that have plagued society for eons. I realize it’s best to concentrate only on the here and now for tomorrow has enough worries of it’s own but, I feel like I’m on the edge of a precipice and have gained a slice of life changing knowledge that may or may not come to be. This will in my belief, be the next great global reset but not in the form of the political realm of things but, more like a recycling cataclysmic event which occurs approximately every 12-13,000 years. Of which we are on the precipice. Most folks suffer a sense of normalcy bias and will do little to nothing to change the outcome of their futures. It is a momentous time ahead for everyone. Connect the dots. It is there for anyone to see whomever is willing to do the research. Ah but what is truth?
